I’m freakin chunky and my stomach is always sticking plus my thighs are humungous, on top of all that I have a cottage cheese ass, I lose 3 pounds and get excited. So excited that I gain them right back,but something feels very different. This is the third day that things have felt this way. I suddenly have a confidence that I had lost for a very long time. I’m suddenly super motivated to loose weight to stick to my plan, and to avoid pigging out!!! I think that this struggle was so hard because I expected to loose weight then gain confidence….well now I see that confidence had to come first. This was the mental boost I needed to push myself towards total weight loss.