Contemplative Jenn is longing, forcefully

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Where we come from 14 months ago

I am preparing this week for a pilgrimage to my rural roots, in the heart of tobacco country. We are going by car, a long and arduous journey back to my Daddy’s boyhood home, to commune with kin my own children have never met. I am hoping to be pleasantly surprised, and for clarity enough to see some larger significance in this foray, even if it is just the resut of cultural contrast, the layering of generations, the passage of time. My family’s demons will be there as well, some more alive and well than others: a history of racism and disparity, some long-buried family secrets. Ignorance, but maybe also growth. I am hoping for laughter and tears, in limitless and measured amounts, and perhaps some insight as well.



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Contemplative Jenn is longing, forcefully

Thank you

There is not much to show them. The farm’s been sold, the homestead torn down, so all that’s left on the property of my dad’s boyhood home is the small family plot. As much as I have tried to tell them stories of him, of my own childhood, to instill in them a sense of his indefatigable spirit and prevailing love, I hate to think that all my children know of their granddad and his family is based in past tense and headstones. This reunion will be an important chance to show them the living aspect of the life and the people that were his. And the people that are mine as well.


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