so I’ve started by making a list of things I would like to do for myself or things I would like to change.

1. i need to pay off some of my debts now while they are manigable
2. i’d like to lose about 40 pounds
3. get an apt with no roomates and not hold parties in it, i’ll go out (gas is still cheeper than beer)
4. find a girl that wants me not one that needs me
5. buy a boat even a small one
6. go one weekend not doing, looking for, or wanting drugs
7. get a new computer with a password
8. go on a real vacation
9. go see ireland, london, ampsterdamn and all thoes other places i said i’ve been before
10.rekindle my faith
11. know what it is to save money.
12. like myself when i look in the mirror

thats all i got so far. i hope it’s all true and not me thinking to hard and halmark crap falling out. please if you have any advise, i don’t know where to start