I’ve just now come to the conclusion that my self consciousness has run my life for the past 18 years of my life. Once I get over this feeling of self hate, i will be able to look further upon that, making myself into a better person, doing the things I want to do.

There are so many things I want to do with my life.
I only have yet to start.

I worry way to much about everything. Especially what people think of me. I’ve worried about my image so much to the point where I don’t even know who I am anymore. My Life is run by mirrors and false judgement. And It’s time to change this. It’s time to start living my life.