I’m slowly starting to have more self-respect again.
I got out of the bad relationship and am now in a really good one. He is an amazing person and is helping me in so many ways. I consider myself very lucky to have him. I’m coming back to God. So many things are starting to turn around. I still have crap to work on, I still have temptations that could send me back to where I was in an instant. But I am finally, and slowly, gaining some self-respect.