I did it again…bad weekend. i suck. But, i saw something friday night that is sticking with me. I went to a piano bar with my neighbor, and i’m dancing and not paying attention, all of a sudden i realize she is over at a table near us helping a young girl. A girl who overdid it to the point where she was pretty much comatose. Unresponsive, eyes rolled back, barely breathing…except for when she manages to puke. after about 10 minutes of that, they carry her to the bathroom..her entire body so limp she looks dead. Her friends want to take her home, but my neighbor (who is an ICU nurse) keeps telling them she needs to go to the hospital. The mgmt concurs and says she can’t leave, and they call an ambulance for her.
I’ve never seen anybody like that before in my life. they said she was drinking a lot very quickly, she took a last shot of something and then just fell out of her chair. I have no idea what eventually happened to her…

Alcohol is truly poison…and it can truly kill you. It is so destructive…Why do I continue to do this to myself? I hate it so much. I don’t want to be that girl.