I thought I had at least a few friends. I was wrong. 1 of them up and moved away without even telling me until after he had already left. 1 of them got drunk and started beating me up. (A very first for me.) The guy that I like, sorry, liked, does not like me and has made that abundantly clear to me. 1 of them is a severe alcoholic and just needs to be babysat. 1 of them is not interested in being my friend unless I pay for everything. So it looks like I don’t have any left now. I live with my parents but they are out of town for the week so I’ve been sitting here all by myself for days. I’m beyond lonely and it hurts like hell. On the plus side I have stopped crying for such long periods of time.