I have low self esteem, this was caused by going to my high school. Many people hate me and would tell me the things I wore made me look like a slut or the things I wore were ugly and I was never told I was pretty/cute/whatever and I watched all the girls whore themselves out and get guys and if I were to do that I’d just be called a slut. I don’t want to have to whore myself out. And I want to believe that I’m pretty. Also, I want to believe that I am needed. I am adopted. There was someone who was a relative who wouldn’t adopt me because I am female. Instead he has the people most important to me and I was sent away basically. I want to believe that I’m wanted. I want to believe that I’m not useless. I want to believe that I’m just as good as everyone else.