Since 2003. That’s a long time to carry a burden. Can I challenge you to change your belief system? While it is important to allow yourself to feel the grief of what you call a mistake, I would challenge you to believe that it Is possible to get over something that seems so overwhelming. But you are the only one who will be able to do it. If you give up on it, then for certain you never will overcome it. But if you believe that it is indeed possible (even though it make take time and it may be difficult), then there is a chance to learn and grow and make peace and be healed.

I wish you the very best on your journey.

Ruthanne