Ugh. I had too many calories today. The food wasn’t that unhealthy so that makes it better. I had some lean chicken with potatoes earlier for lunch but dinner was not healthy whatsoever, I ate a few chips and a sandwich, french bread with pepperoni and mozerella toasted and all melted. Good but not good for me. I guess it isn’t so bad it’s not like I have eaten anything unhealthy or too full of calories for over a month, so I’m sure one day doesn’t hurt.

I am not very happy though. My husband is leaving again! Another two weeks without him. I hate this. I wish he didn’t have to do all of this but apparently these short things are in preparation for his float he’s going on in march. I am pretty happy he’s going on a ship instead of going to afghanistan or iraq the whole 7 months. He’s already been deployed to iraq twice. I really wish this was over with. I wish he was finished with the military and we could start our lives. But he has another four years of uncertainty left.

I really don’t enjoy the thought of another two weeks with him away, so soon. He just got back and life is so much funner when he’s here.

I will make it though, and I have you guys and some friends here this time to get me through.