julielondon is finding it strange how her list is working all by itself.
I get very anxious, upset, and terribly lonely when I am at home on my own. I spend the day in tears. I just hate being in the home and have to get out.
This is causing me so much hurt, The days wasted crying and moping around. I have always been like this. The feelings of lonliness always arrive when I’m on my own. I should be able to handle it by now but I’m not handling it at all and it’s having a majorly negative effect on my life, relationships ect. I am unable to think straight sometimes and I can’t stop crying.
I’ve always been this way. It’s time for a change.