... my number one goal. This is a lifelong one. To LIVE what I know… not to duck it, or avoid… Have been recently thinking that this is the main decision in my life, on which all else rests…

of course, it doesn’t mean I “know” everything. Part of what I have to live is knowing that there are things I don’t know, soften to my own blind spots, see where I’m deliberately or innocently not looking / not knowing, and shine light there. Get a flashlight and look around.

But mostly, if I live what has been already given or shown to me, what I sought and then was fortunate enough to find, I will have my work cut out for me as well as a clear compass to find my way through life and use everything that happens, as well as cause some things (in a positive sense, I mean - I hope!) to happen.

Right now what I KNOW is this is not the day to get sidetracked on 43T, tempting as it is!