but unfortunately am feeling tired, stroppy, depleted and generally exhausted, so am having trouble with the second part of this goal.

Don’t think I’ll get any writing done today, the schedule is buggered and I don’t have the energy to contemplate getting back to it.

My flat is a mess.

I got a lot done at work despite the network going down for 2 hours, but with only 2 of us in the office there were constant interruptions. There’s still so much to do and I’m shouldering the burden as the DP is on holiday for the next 2 weeks. So I have to train the new person as well as do my own job and the DP’s job, for 2 weeks. And do Nanowrimo in the evenings. It’s a big ask.

I tried to be cheery and positive earlier but it didn’t seem to help matters.

I could really use a weekend of sleep but instead I’ve unwisely accepted a social engagement tomorrow night which could be construed as leading on the person in question, and I don’t know how to explain that I’m not interested without being cruel.

And this afternoon I was snippy at someone who really didn’t deserve it, and have been feeling bad about it ever since and also worried about the hostility I felt to the suggestion she made.

Argh.

Hopefully a decent night’s sleep will do the business, and am seeing G later this evening for a premier cru night, must calm down and try to rediscover my inner nice person.