I messed up.

I’ve acknowledged it and refuse to feel differently about myself than before. Being a virgin did not make me…but I exemplified being a virgin. I’m still the same person. I just have one more thing I have to have self-discipline and self-control over. Eh…I’m a little disappointed but I felt like it was something I needed to do. (I’m not going into detail and I DO think it was other ways to go about it…) But I don’t have a reason to feel like I have to engage in sex, so therefore I am waiting. I know they say with anything once you start its hard to stop-and it seems true. Once you loose your virginity you may feel like you have nothing else to hold on to. I cant live by that-it may be hard…but I considered that one time a lesson learned and that’s that.