I lost her, it was my fault.

I tried to fix us, we were falling apart cause of my depressions, so i decided to go on a break, to one; Find out why i was depressed, and two; she needed friends not a boyfriend.

So I went on the break, come to find out, mack asked dev to homecoming… (mack WAS my “best friend”)

I get pissed and put my hand through a door and two walls.

I find out why i was depressed, i was still caught up in my dad’s death.

Mack tells me to get over it (you dont say that when ur friends dad died).

Devin says she doesn’t love me.

So here i am, a “stalker”, a “psychopath”, but im still in love, and still heart broken.