I’m doing better.

I’m realizing I can be fine on my own.

And…I’m trying to find God through all of this. My ex didn’t believe so I stopped going to church…and the thing is, I think if there’s no God okay. Whatever. If there is, I want to believe and I want to love Him. I don’t think we’re here by accident, and I don’t think that my relationship occured and ended on accident. I want to be a true follower.

Anyway, I’ve been hanging out – no commitments, no plans…just me and the TV, my dog, and the computer. It’s nice being able to be lazy for once.