jaimecasualty is trying to clean this messy house.
I decided to quit last night. This is probably my fourth real attempt to quit. I never knew that it could be so hard. I have a highly addictive personality though. I threw my almost full pack and my lighters away last night, which was probably a bad move, because now it is just wasting money. As I said, I have done this a few times before. I want to quit by choice and be able to be around cigarettes and smoking, without giving in to the pressure. I have already had one this morning, one of my friends gave me one. But I asked for it, it was not offered. I am really hoping that this will get easier.