Those of you read about my quandary have just blessed me beyond all reason.

I want to thank each of you for the prayers and good energy {As my good friend Shoemaker said, (the type that comes with NO bill attached!)LOLOL} and for the money you blessed me and my children with.

I believe that we all make a huge difference in the lives of others and sometimes just the caring of another will give you hope for a brighter day.

I have to be honest, yesterday morning I was in a bad place emotionally, just tired and run over and what not. As the day wore on the blessings started and the depression lifted and I found joy and HOPE… HOPE the single most important gift that God could give us.

I have appointments this morning with Community Action, they help you with medical insurance for those who qualify and don’t have a private insurance. I don’t have any insurance what so ever and as some of you know I had cancer about 4 years ago. It’s been two years since I’ve had my pap and my mammo. I could not afford the copay or the exam so I just didn’t have them done.

Well CA is going to help me with insurance and the copay will be something that I can afford and the exams will be covered, once I take all the paper work to them and get things started.

I am doing that this morning, this is the reason I am not addressing everyone individually BUT I am going to, I just have to wait till I get home from this bit of running and getting answers.

I am so thankful for each of you who have helped us and I want you all to know that each of you will have special blessings come into your lives and when they do, please say a prayer of thankfulness for the Karma and blessings you have handed out that has returned.

Words are failing me as to how to explain my heart in this. I woke to the best blessing a woman could… HOPE that things were going to be okay and help.. I got so much help, I love the human spirit.

I love all you who have cared for me, those private messages and the public messages meant more to me than I can express. I want to make you all a promise that this goodness will NOT end with me, I will pass it on in all the measure and then some, that I have.

I have said it often and will say till my dying breath that God does hear prayer and that prayer and good energy from the universe exist. I am living proof of that and will give that testament as long as I have breath.

It’s easy to be down and fall when over whelmed but I was lifted up by others good thoughts, wishes, prayers, and healing. I am humbled and my children have just got one of the best lessons that anyone could ever teach them and it took a family and a community to teach them that, there is goodness in this world, there are people who have hearts of love and compassion and hearts of help.

It doesn’t matter the amount of money you have, sometimes it’s a word that is needed or a smile. Sometimes it’s a kick in the hiney or a hand holding. You’ve shown me and my children the very best of the human spirit and for that I am eternally grateful.

I’m sorry this is so long, I am rather verbose.

Many blessings for you all and by the way. YOU made my Mama cry too. Tears flowed like a river who’s sound was stolen but this time, tears were of joy.

Light and much Love
Tina Louise
Serenity Marie.