Ever since i was 14 I have wanted to be a suicide girl. I sent in pictures of myself ( not nude :o) ) and they said that I had the potential , but couldnt because im not 18. Well i’ll be 18 in febuary, and ive been thinking of re-applying but i want to know more about what its about . Do you really get stuff sent to you in the mail depending on how successful / popular you are? Do you get paid ? Do you have to have lots of tattoos? I have a pierced belly button, nose and tongue, and i dont have any tattoos yet.