I don’t want this anymore, its always there its all i think about and its like nothing but this. just weight, looks, eating, n im a guy i feel so pathetic. It started about 2 years ago, but before then ive always had low self esteem but im a confident person like i can talk to new people and talk in class but this its turned all that to nothing… I just i am at the point were now it’s like what do i do, i had it bad in year 10 were i lost 2stone8 pounds and i was only 8stone to begin with, and i managed to come back from that, but it always finds a way to resurface i just want it gone. Its like two months ago it all just came back and in one week i lost seven pounds. and i think yeah im good at this because i obsessive, go crazy eating a 100kcal bowl of soup a day and thats it and my friends say it scares them what im doing and they just want me back so i feel like complete shit burdoning everything on them and going on all the time. When i do need to talk properly i always smile n say im fine and walk away but i never am, it feels like im loosing them all. Its like im starting to eat ok..ish now but its still there and i just wanted to vent sorry people. I just supose i need some advice. This all probably sounds pathetic but was just what came flowing out, can anybody help?...please :(