Killashandra is thinking it all over...

Ride a freight train (read all 4 entries…)
Sigh 13 months ago

It’s sobering to read my first post in this thread from a few years ago, which says I hope to complete this goal within the lifetime of my grandfather. Well, my grandfather, god rest him, passed away this January, and I never talked to him about my intention, nor made any real steps toward it. I’m sad about this since I’ve been away from the site and from a real sense of what my goals are for quite a while now, and I didn’t remember that that was part of the original expression of my goal either. Even though I’m older now and I have a more developed sense of the real danger (physical and legal) in achieving this goal, I can’t delete it right now until I have a chance to re-assess early in the new year, when hopefully we have a long-term home again. At the same time, the idea of doing this means more to me now, since I feel the connection to him and to my heritage in Saskatchewan in the Depression through it. Til later this goal.



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Hostile exists in defiance of all logic.

Sorry to hear about your grandfather, Killashandra. I think you should do it, solely for your own fulfilment. Besides, if the recession kicks off into a full-blown depression, it might be useful to have a few hobo skills.

Killashandra is thinking it all over...

Hobo Skills

Thanks for that, it made me laugh. Yeah, the way things are going it doesn’t look good, does it. I’m from North America and just moved to Britain recently and damn is there a difference in attitude. On this side of the pond, if you ask me, the collapse is 80% psychological…. thanks, fear-mongering BBC. In North Am, the attitude is more “Awww crap, this is inconvenient and silly and will be over soon”. Not much serious worry in my circles, anyway.

As to riding the rails, my own fulfillment is about the only reason left I guess. I think I need to wait til I’m back home again though, for legal reasons. I think it would be a nice idea to follow the exact path of my Grandfather too—meaning I’d have to get myself to his prairie hometown first. Every time I look at this site I’m reminded how aggressive you have to be in straight out planning your dreams into your life if you ever want them to get accomplished. Otherwise life just passes you by. Carpe diem and “just do it” indeed.

Thanks for the “how-to” on depression by the way. It was very good. I would add on the social side of things that you should never think that if your hobbies are not mainstream, that social fulfillment is not going to happen. Some of the happiest people I know are Trekkies and LARPers…one girl I know just got married to her husband with pointy ears on. :) Whatever floats your boat, it doesn’t matter what the mainstream thinks. It’s your happiness.


 

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