Ok so i totaly ♥ him but… ok so i told all my bffs last year and then a few other people i trusted so then 1 day i just got all brave and decided i wuz going 2!!! So i told all my freinds, apearently a LOT of other people heard, Including his bff but i didnt know that yet so i wrote him a note and gave it 2 my freidn to give him, he had already told a few people he thought i was the prettiest girl in class, and told his other bff that he liked me so then this one girl dound out and like told EVERYONE and soon my math teacher knew to and my crushes bff told him and then he wasked MY bff if it was true and she said yes, and then he was like: “why??” and kewp asking so then my bff told me i was like OMG! What am i going to do??” cuzz like he knew, his bff knew, so soon every guy on the whole planet knew, and soon so did every girl, so then i have people i hardley know comming up to my and bieng like “so ur going out with “him”?” And im all like… “no…?” And grrr so i totely ♥ how everone is like THINKING tht we r going out, but we arent wich stinkzzzz and i was GOING to ask him out but his reaction wasnt very good when my freind told him but that wasl ike weeks ago so… idk, my bffs and every1 else said that he would say yes, and i know that he would, but im sooo scared??? What if he only likes me as a friend now?? mm.. so idk if i should ask him out!!! ALl my freinds have had lotz of buyfrinds and ive had some 2 but they act like they like them but they dont reeeaky like them but i reeeeeeeeaaaaaalllyyy like him! But i think my love 4 him is atarting 2 fade…. Grr! I want to like someone else who isnt sooo cute, and someone that u cant see EXACTLY what there thinking by the look on there face! My friends say that they cant see what hes thinking but 2 me its soooo totaly ovious!!!!!! ANd hes so OUTGOING but in an uncomfterbal situation hes still joking but i can see it on his face…. and im going on and on and o no, i think im starting to like him again! ANd the fact that in talking about him on a public website that no one is even going to read yet its open to every1, even him… what if hes off writing about me somewhere??? o how i wish!!! Ok well before i fall head over heels for him AGAIN I better go!!! bubi!
The totaly hyper yet depresed girl with the funny feeling in her tummy….
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