I always feel like God let me down when I really need him. Like he is never there for me and always let terrible things happen to me. But I realise that God has a plan for each and everyone of us. I have to have faith in him. John15:16 And if we know that he hears us whatever we ask, we know we have what we asked of him. And I realise that although he had not always given me what I wanted, he gave me what I needed.