i have just stand with u, Mom. i had a thoudsand word to say but i know u never miND it. I love with with all my heart, broken heart , i want to share with u many things but i can’t because u won’t say any thing same the way u read your newspaper, u can chat with my cousin hours but why dont u want to chat with me. i sat on chair qiutely want to hear your voice although i don’t have any thing to do. You just sat there and read your newspaper and when i tried to break the quite air you just sat there and don’t say any thing. I’m exhausted,i don’t want to keep on anyway, my lungs are so tired and don’t want to breathe. I WANT TO STOP, JUST STOP MY LIFE