At some point, I lost sight of what my personal goals are. I believe it is because I have changed. I am not the same person who knew she wanted to plan events and meetings for thousands of people. When I stopped believing/ living that, then I lost a part of who I thought I was. I don’t have a clue as to who I currently am. Throughout my identity search, I’m looking at my past and the people I know from my past and it has made me very sad. I am not well-liked. I am actually very disliked by many many people. I think more people dislike me than like me. BUT if I wasn’t living in the past- I wouldn’t be burdened by worrying about this. I can focus on not acting like the person who so many people don’t want to talk to. I am learning from past mistakes.