13 years old i found a cigarette on the baseball field at school (wierd and nasty hugh) 3 am that night/morning i light it on the stove and blowed it out the kitchen window. rewind, my dad smoked 1 pack a day…i used to act like my crayons where cigarettes …there was bubble gum that looked like cigarettes…fast forward, i ran water on the cigarette after my first drag in total fear of the smoke age 15 beeties (jamaican cigarettes i believe)and black and milds, 16 1rst pack of cigarettes 16 tried to quit, 17 tried to quit, 18 tried to quit, 19,20,tried to quit 21, switched brands and hated them 21 1/2 only bought singles=3 a day. 22 1 a day. 22 1/2 Christmas day(2002) i realized i hadn’t had a cigarette in 2 weeks. 2002-2005 happy, healthy, clear skin, sexy body, enjoying life, back in church, never been so happy…2005 met a jerk, he did something bad to me, i bought a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of gin as a result and smoked the whole pack parked at the beach. Fast forward 2008 hate that i ever looked at a cigarette and trying to quit alllllllllllllllllllllllllll over again so there….i’m down to 3 a day if i don’t buy a pack then it will be about 6 or 7 unfortunately….i borrow and buy singles now pray for me :)