I have been told I laugh a lot and that I have a lot of determination and passion, but it really grinds at me. From all nighters to giving up running in cross country meets and crying at the smallest thing. It leaves me malnourished and I can see the years of my life just falling away both from a lack of ‘living’ and then you know how they say stress lowers your life span…
I don’t know if I believe that but I know that following dreams is more than just getting there. So, I’ll stop procrastinating, go to bed at a normal time, stop biting off more than I can chew and be happy. Try to smile and be funny even with other responsibilies on my mind. If I am eating lunch I shouldn’t be thinking about work I need to do because it isn’t getting done thinking about it and things like lunch just need to happen for a break or just to truely live.