As far back as I can remember I have always tried to please someone…anyone. My mom, husband, best friend and more so than ever my mother-in-law. We had a baby girl 6 months ago and my mother-in-law is the only one I care so much about how she thinks of me. In my eyes she is super mom! and I could never live up to that. It gets the best of me and has taken hours of my day when I beat myself up about how much I care what she thinks of me and how I am raising our little girl. I’ve often tip toed and held my opinions in so it wouldn’t cause a disagreement. I want to be the way I was in high school…I didn’t give one crap about what anyone thought of me and always did my own thing. Where did she go?