Wow so I just gave in big time. My face hurts and it is all red and splotchy and a complete mess… UGH. It was like I wanted to stop… but I knew as soon as I stopped I would feel guilty so I just kept on picking so I wouldn’t have to snap out of it. My face has not been looking so great lately. I had some huge painful pimples along my forehead and I just couldn’t keep away. I slowly started to let myself pick in front of the mirror as long as my eyes were closed and eventually that led to today. It just shows that there is NO half-way with this habit. It has to be all or nothing. I need to take this and learn and start breaking this habit again. I stopped for over three weeks last time. If I can do that I can quit for good.