This goal, in its nature, is largely internal for me and currently entails forgiving people (in my mind) who, for whatever reason, I feel resentment or dislike towards. Once, may not be enough. It may call for repeated forgiveness and I am willing to engage in that process.

The challenge, for me, is knowing how to handle the negativity – drown it in forgiveness, will that work? Simply release it, will that work? I don’t want to deny an essential part of my nature, but, it would seem that if I didn’t spend too much time watering the negativity with attention then it will become unimportant in my psychic makeup. Am I just avoiding uncomfortable feelings with this process? I’m not sure… this is tricky!