I don’t know why I think I’m not sexy enough to pull it off. I get it from alot of people who think I look pretty. I don’t ike to be in a bikini, and alot of peope think its because I’m unhappy with my weight. Skinny doesn’t aways mean pretty, there’s alot of other things that make you pretty. The thing is, I am pale. Rediculousy pale. And I have these ugy looking freckles all over that I hate so much. I also have really small boobs. So bikinis don’t work for me.

I want to get over how ugly I feel I am. Its a confidence thing.