I get bored. And antsy. And I want to do so many things. But I feel consistently empty or lost because I don’t let myself develop much in the way of roots outside of the town I grew up in and this frustrates me. I hate feeling like I move backwards. I do something amazing, then I go back to living with my mom and it’s not boding well on my overall well-being. I need to stay where I am. I need to find a place I like living. Put time into relationships and develop them into things I can appreciate. Get a job I like. Become involved in my place and start to appreciate it and explore it in a way I don’t do now. Get out of the mentality that everything is temporary.