Today was a tough day…there was a point where I was running the vacuume and I felt like I couldn’t breath and I wanted to cry and I couldn’t …it was a mess. I tried to focus on cleaning up all the darn Christmas tree needles and after a few minutes it passed…thank goodness. One moment I thought I should sit down and just cry and get it out and the next I was thinking I can get past this keep moving keep going…I didn’t want to scare my little ones that Mommy is sobbing on the floor in the living room over Christmas tree needles (that last line made me smile and laugh). I think I could use a good private cry soon.