So a couple of days ago on facebook, I got a message from an old boyfriend. We never did have good timing and we were always both in a relationship when the other wasn’t. I almost didn’t get married over him and probably should have known that was a signal…but I went through with it anyway. He is divorced now and not in a relationship and wondered if the possibility might be there…the problem is….he is in California…. I actually think I could probably get over Mike if he was here…. as he always made my heart beat faster….and he is still in great shape still swimming and competing…Really the perfect guy for me…Crap…

Too bad, I’m not ready to give up on Mike anyway….