• neat
• organized
• rigid
• logical
• planned-out
• orderly
• fixed
• non-spontaneous
• inhibited
• worried about messing up.

I miss being like I kid. I miss thinking up things to do on the spot, and then just doing them. I miss doing whatever I feel like, without inhibitions. I miss jumping around on couch cushions without worrying about getting hurt, breaking something expensive or making messes.

I miss having fun at the sake of all else.