for the past year i’ve been carrying around with me a heart full of love and sorrow,full of joy and happiness, but most of all, a heart full of pain. you see, truth be told i’m still hopelessly in love with my ex, i always have and i’m scared that i probably may always will. and it just really pains me to know that she’ll probably never feel the same way about me again. and even if she did, she’ll never show it. the only thing that i can hold on to now is our friendship, the only thing that still ties me to her. i just wish that this feeling would finally pass.