I am so antsy. I am picking new places I have never even wanted to go before and I now need to go. Ghana. I’ve thought about wanting to go there but never had much desire. I just looked at plane tickets. Yeah, $1500 from JFK.

Also.

I have this summer job that requires leaving town. A lot of travel is involved and it’s based out of my home town, so it would mean moving back in with my mom. I love this job. Love it. But, I feel like I need to stay here. I need to get a real job here and make friends here and feel like I live here! I don’t know what to do. I love it, but it’s such an interruption. I feel like it sets me on a path of temporality. I also think about going on exchange within the US. I want to do it, but I feel like I need to develop relationships here, and I don’t know what to do!

I need friends but I want to do things that make it hard to really make friends..