ive gotta get control of my life its been a long hard life ive been down roads i cant understand ive walked down roads i wished i never walked ive seen things i wished i never seen ive lost alot in my life i gained alot in my life ive went thru harder things than most people have ever done i walked with good people ive walked with bad people what i mean bye that they came in my life they walked out of my life i always think god does everything for reasons you no ive always tryed to be the best person i new how and then you mite not see these people in years then there they are again i used to party alot drink just did not care about nothin much really but these kinda people was part of my life so i thought to myself if i didnt run around with these kinda people i would not drink like i did i would not be wild i tryed blaming it on these people but it was me all i neeeded to do is take control of things just kicked back play the guitar and just get back into my music it was me it was my life and i took control i stay home treat people the way i want treated ive really turned my life around i care i understand more alot of things is stay sober you can learn alot i was hateful to people then i wondered why people didnt like me i was rude just thought my life was hundred more percent than others but i opened up my eyes one day and i thought stupid your not better than nobody i was telling myself hey stupid are you listening to yourself then something clicked inside and i started loving people more i started thinking well you think you got problems some of them other people also have try walking in there shoes stupid i was down on myself but the moral of this story is i took alot of control i stopped drinking i opened up my eyes i try to help people im just a better person so we all just gotta take control when were out there in some feild we should not be in so i hope this story mite help someone out there we are made the same we are humans it just took a little to wake up but i finally did god bless all