.....things to be GREAT!!! I want the guy I started going out with two years ago back. Why is he all about being stuborn and selfish right now. I understand he wants to learn new things and have fun in life, but why does he have to not care about my feelings while doing it? Why can’t he take me into consideration. I’ve been ditched two weekends in a row for this friend and I’m sick of it. I haven’t done anything with him in over two weeks and it seems that every time a holiday or special occasion is coming up, he’s like this. I don’t get it.

He says he wants to be with me and loves me and everything, but why is he being like this if that’s the case? I miss Bubb :( I just want to be able to hangout with him and not worry about if he’s in a good or bad mood or what not.

I love Bubb and it’s hurting right now.