my weight has always been up and down. but I have ALWAYS been overweight. I REALLY want to get to around 180 but it has been a hard enough struggle to get under 230. now im back up to 300. everyone is surprised that I am that much. I think its more muscle cause im at my highest weight but still wearing the pant sizes I wore when I was 240. odd. last time I was 280 in HS, I wore size 48 pants and now I have 38-40ish. (does anyone know why that is???)