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Staying happy...harder than you think. 10 months ago

So my mom is depressed. I mean, clinically depressed. Which puts the load on my family and I. Staying happy is hard. I put that bright smile on my face at school, but it’s hard. Really hard. As soon as I’m home, well, never mind that. I don’t want to be. At all. I just sort of want to disappear. Not die. Just disappear.

Jan 27, 2009, 09:11PM PST | 2 cheers


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New_Shit

Growing up with a depressed mom is hard. It was just my mom and me when I was growing up, so I never learned to be happy. I moved out (i.e. she kicked me out) when I was 18, and I haven’t looked back (and I don’t think she has either). In my case, she was toxic to me. I still have times when I’m down, but it’s nothing like when I lived with my mom.

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