Go to meetup.com or search “reiki circle (your zip code)” on google to find a Reiki circle. They’re either free or cheap (mine was $10) and it’s a great way to put you in a deep meditation. And the people practice Reiki on you! Keep trying out these circles until you find one that is a good match for you. If you’re in one of these circles, there’s no way you can avoid meditating.