My fiance claims that I need to learn to trust people more. Not like be gullible and believe everything a stranger says, but in a personal sense. Ever since screwing up my friendships I had with my friends from high school I have found it very hard to open up and become close with people in the area I now live in. I have several people I consider friends and yet I just can’t bring myself to trust them with my innermost secrets.

Also, the most secret of secrets, things I should be able to share with my fiance…I can’t. I just can’t bring myself to tell him.

Whether the secrets be minute or the deepest and darkest, I have trouble opening up to people now. I used to be very talkative and I used to love sharing my life with everyone around me. However, now…I seem to always talk but never actually say anything (yes, that is a quote from Doctor Who, but in this situation, it fits).