this feels horrible. its been a few days now since i last seen him and i still havent heard anything from him. im so dissapointed and hurt because that night felt so different and he was so different! but i guess that i was wrong about him and everything else i thought would happen.
i dont want to give up yet because of what he told me when i gave him my info .. but then i just think that if he was really that interested then wouldnt he of done that as soon as he could? but then i think .. what if he is trying and he just cant. lol i sound so despret i know haha .. but still i felt something different with him. but maybe i just had bad judgment with him..?
i just wish that everything will work out and i hope it will happen .. but then there is a little part of me saying that he wont call me he forgot, and that he doesnt feel the same way, and that i was stupid to even feel this way so fast about him.