a really bad patch with my girlfriend, and I’ve been having so much trouble dealing with it. I don’t really like to open myself up to people even close friends, but I’ve had amazing support from my friends. I just decided what am I doing, I have friends here, if they are my friends they will understand. I really opened up to a couple of friends, I was so scared they would run away (don’t ask me why I thought that) but they were so understanding, it made me so happy to be able to feel like I wasn’t alone, that I had friends I could talk to, its something I should have done a long time ago.