but not yet.

I’ve decided to do something about this. Serendipity is fine and well, but I am one of those (foolish..crazy?) people, who would rather burn after a failed attempt, instead of just waiting and wondering for some cupid to work its (much needed, but long overdue) magic.

I am close to a girl who works with SC. I have assessed the risk where this gal pal is concerned and have deduced that she is not a threat to my plan. So, I have openly disclosed my intentions though our immediate aim is to evaluate SC’s openness to meeting “new” people. If this goes down well, phase 2 would then disclose the party of interest (that’s me) and then see if he is still interested.

However, I am not too sure about phase 2. I could go all mysterious and not divulge my true identity. Thus, upon his agreement, it will then become a blind date (though this might not apply in my case). But I am not much of a drama queen and I would prefer to make this as casual as i possibly can.

So, we’ll see how this goes. Though nothing much has happened, can’t help but feel excited. I just hope I will not fall prey to my own insecurities or unbound optimism, coz if this doesn’t work out (or if it fails miserably and this guy slags me off), I am not sure if i can show my face around here again (this part, I can easily do much drama).

Wish me luck guys, here goes nothing.. ;)