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Out of all the thoughts you’ve had so far today, which one fills up most?
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I NEED REAL LOUDSPEAKERS!!!
This is SO frustrating…
yes, I have real life issues as well :p
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So my thought of the day is “dude, I just woke up, what could I have possible done that would earn me a ‘love you loads’ email this early in the morning?”
My other thoughts include “Coffee…. all…. the… way…. in….. the…. kitchen…...... ehhh….. nope. Can’t reach it from my bed. Never mind then.”
And “I really want to log into some of my undercover accounts and keep using them, but I think that’s a bad habit to get into. I will abstain. Even though there’s something that evilh really wants to say this morning.”
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“love you loads” emails in the morning for no apparent reason.
That has to be the very sad reality of your horrid existence.
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A sad reality?
Horrid existance, eh? You’ve been talking to Helena much?
Imma gonna go write in my journal for a bit now. Let me know when you figure that thing about layering symbolics… ponder as much as you need, I think I’ll be around all day.
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Will do. Fer sure.
Layering symbolics is what I do, though. So, reconsidering an entire “groundlaying” activity will require some pondering. most definitely.
It’s the equivalent of asking you “why be we when you can be I?”.
Funtash loves 43things. Gotta get back soon.
I should wait and get it cut by someone. Oh I really want my hair lopped off!
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Don’t cut it!! I know the thought, I know the result. You always realise afterwards that it was wrong not to wait :)
Buriedinabook Karma, karma, karma
thinking how can he just keep switch his feelings on and off for me like that such a bas**rd
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Sorry about that…
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Its ok no need to be sorry, at least I see what kind of person he truly is before we got too involved.
It just bugs me that he can just do that ya know
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Indeed. It’s always a good thing to recognise key issues before it’s too late.
And (now I absolutely don’t now what I’m talking about, of course, so do tell me to shut up :)), could this simply be a matter of time? We’re not all equally good at assessing our own feelings accurately, so he may need some more time before being sure of his own?
Buriedinabook Karma, karma, karma
I won’t tell you to shutup because everyone is entitled to an opinion and its good to get another persons perspective on a situation. It makes you look at things from an entirely different side that you may not have looked at before.
I dont think it is a matter of time a such, there’s been something with us for quite a while. We have been meeting up on a random night out, and we end up kissing – thats since sept 08.
Back in November i wanted to get together with him, but sex was an issue there – with him he wanted it straight away and i wanted to wait a while, so he waked away from starting anything.
Then we met a night in january and were with each other (irish slang for we were kissing….....a lot)
Then the end of jan/start of this month I met him out again and he wanted to get together and i was kind of iffy about it because i wasn’t sure but i said why not give it a chance, that was on Friday night. we were texting on saturday and we met up again Saturday night.
I gave him a text on sunday saying “hey hows things with you today?”
I got no reply. he text me back monday night at 10 to 1 a.m telling me his ex wanted to get back together with him sunday night and they did. ( i dont know how long they’ve been broken up I’m hoping its before last september anyway)
I know its his ex g/f but thats what gets me, how can you just switch your feelings on and off like that?? Especially after telling a person how much they like you and how much they want to be with you then turn around literally the next day and say sorry.
So thats the story, so in all honesty i think i should cut my losses with this guy now while the going is good. I mean how much respect can he have for me or even his ex if thats his game.
And sorry about the very long reply i just had to explain the story. There’s a bit more to it but that would take even longer to explain.
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i need to read my book.
anna karenina is like 800 pages long, and i’m on page 70. it has to be read by friday. ack ! but i’m not to worried about it because i know that i can do it. i’ve read longer books in shorter periods of time.
now, if only i would go do it…
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Back in high school, I’ve had to read several classics that had been turned into films. Somehow, watching the movie first kept my interest running. It made me curious about the differences there would be, and also (and mostly) about all the very many details I was suddenly getting, after having watched a movie.
Just a suggestion :)
Might make it easier. The movie’s great, too.
There are many versions but I particularly liked the 1997 one :)
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too bad the library’s not open today. :(
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They may have it. It was a pretty big movie.
:)
anytime!
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bah ! there are none of those around here. :P
