I totally forgot about this goal and ended up hanging with the very people I wanted to get away from. I cannot believe myself. My relationships with them are failing anyways, I’d really like them to leave. But in a misguided attempt to fix things, they told me their perceptions of me. I was like “What? Who are you talking to, cause I don’t know him. I don’t see myself that way, and I definiately don’t have the answers to your questions.

I also am ignoring my other, better friends for these asshole too. Whatthe hell ever, I am done with their bullshit. I can’t apologise for being distant from them, I’m done with the relationship.