funny how I’ve ended up here, and not necessarily by design. I’ve lost touch with my maternal instincts and now just feel acutely aware that I am not in a place to take on such a responsibility. I think there is risks either way, so whatever happens, happens. NO kids, sad at times… in the future. But also having kids, can be soo stressful, brings it’s own problems. Life is life! I will live my life in whatever form it brings and be thankful for the ride!