I couldnt sleep last nite imagining him with someone else even tho i have someone to txt and date if im up for it. I just want him to suffer and be lonely for a while and to come running back. Well im defo doing my 60days anyway cuz contacting him does not work. I hope he misses me.
GodBuildMeAFence is crying because her Spirit is BROKEN!!
Trust me I know all about the sleepless nights and imagining him with her holding and stroking and making love to her and asking her to have his baby and marry him. I can see all of that happening.
I can also see them running off in the sunset being happy while I’m feeling miserable.
I so agree that I want him to suffer and be lonely because I’m suffering and I’m lonely however I have no desire to go out with anyone because it wouldn’t be fair to that person because I would be doing the constant comparison but it would be for the good stuff/time we had and not the most recent disrespectful events.
Hang in there, you are on day 8 and I’m on day 4. I’m looking forward to the Day 14. Because that means two weeks and we’ve never gone that long not talking. However I know he will never call me therefore I must be strong and never contact him. Not even to hear his voice on the other end of the lie or get his voicemail.
AND I HOPE UPON ALL HOPE THAT HE MISSES ME AND THINKS ABOUT ME. I HOPE I ENTER HIS DREAMS AND HE CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT ME. (Maybe haunt his dreams is better).
Also, I changed my home and cell phone number so he won’t be able to contact me at all.
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